It is not a goodbye :)

 Dear Mr. Tong,

I met you when when i am only 22 years old. A fresh grad diploma student who are looking for a job. What i can't forget until today is, you ask me " Why your youngest brother age and your age has a big gap" Honestly i do not know how to answer 😆 I know that maybe most of the times i annoyed you with my loudness but maybe also you enjoy it 😝 Also i never forget that you are disappointed with me when i delay the opening bank account for CIMB Biz- Channel. I will still remember what you say but i never feel angry or annoyed because i know what you said is true. I do enjoy working with you and with all the sisters. Where can i find a boss who love to treat us Magnum Ice Cream 😋, love to teach and never scold us eventhough we make mistakes. You are like a father to me. That is the reason why i give you a nickname "Daddy". You advised me that everyday we must be happy. There is a reason for us to be happy everyday. Dear Mr. Tong, Thank you for all the advises on work related and my personal problem. It was a big mistakes to leave accounts department because of heart broken i 2018😆😂. Thank you for encouraging me to further my study. Thank you for encouraging me to do whatever i want to do. I do misses our counseling session. Even though we are no longer in one office, do still keep in touch okay. Maybe next year i will give you a red card 😜 Today, i decided to re-open my blog because i want to start to do things that i love. Dear Mr. Tong, Thank you for everything and take care of yourself. Maybe one day we can go out for yumcha 😁  Till Then, Take care. You will always be in our heart. 


Much Love, 

Nurul Solehah and the sisters <3



Location: Malaysia

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