Missing Home 😢

Unconsciously, we have been living with Covid-19 for one year. MCO, CMCO has been implemented. One of the SOP that is very hard to adhere is we are not allowed to interstate. Its very hard since i lived far away from family and i believed lots of people out there are also is facing the same thing. I can't complain nor I can't say anything. This pandemic has make me thinking, either i should go back and settle down in Kedah with my parents. Video call? Not same as touching and hugging your parents. Anyway, lets pray that this pandemic will ended soon. As usual, be better live well 💞

Much love, 
n.solehahwahab

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  1. UP41March 25, 2021 at 1:08 PM

    It is a testing time. We all miss some human closeness. Hope by 2022 everything is under controlled and life back to some form of normality. Nobody knows whether the vaccines is once a life time jabs or it will be same as flu vaccine that need to be boosted; hope is the earlier. However it is also a good time to see the nature of human during this testing time....

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