My Colour Of Life

I love this quotes very much. It has been quite sometimes i did not write. I have got no ideas what to write actually since CMCO. Anyway lives is very funny. One moment you are at the top like a King and in the blink of an eye you just lost everything. I realized that life is too short too grief, depressed and self pity. Last few weeks was not so good for me. There are things that i try to hide and i got caught. A relationship that i try to save but i failed. Things that i try to control but i can't. Well, it may not fall at the right places but it actually heading to the right directions. This quotes hits me. I have started to date myself. I do what i want to do. I eat my favourite ice cream, I drink my favourite apple juice. I talked to my circle everyday. I wear what i want. I watch my favourite movies. I reward myself by having sizzling chicken chop. I make myself happy. Most important thing is YOU are IMPORTANT. When you are happy, you glow naturally. Stay away from negatives ...

  It is been so quiet lately. Room getting smaller. Happiness become sadness. Everything did not fall at the right places. Everyone become gloomy. We changed to I. Everyone crying inside their heart. Everything seems so dark. Some people become heartless. Some people become fearless. It feels like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. Everyone is like a zombie. They eat but no energy. They live but there is no life. They talk but there is no joy. They laugh but they fake it. They smile but not happy. Until when these people need to live like this. Is there any hope left? If yes what is it. If not, what should they do? 

  Dear Mr. Tong, I met you when when i am only 22 years old. A fresh grad diploma student who are looking for a job. What i can't forget until today is, you ask me " Why your youngest brother age and your age has a big gap" Honestly i do not know how to answer 😆 I know that maybe most of the times i annoyed you with my loudness but maybe also you enjoy it 😝 Also i never forget that you are disappointed with me when i delay the opening bank account for CIMB Biz- Channel. I will still remember what you say but i never feel angry or annoyed because i know what you said is true. I do enjoy working with you and with all the sisters. Where can i find a boss who love to treat us Magnum Ice Cream 😋, love to teach and never scold us eventhough we make mistakes. You are like a father to me. That is the reason why i give you a nickname "Daddy". You advised me that everyday we must be happy. There is a reason for us to be happy everyday. Dear Mr. Tong, Thank you for all ...