My Colour Of Life

I t's been a long time since my last post. While doing some of the works, I just feel like writing something. It has been a week of the new year and I guess it's not too late to wish all of you a Happy New Year.  On this New Year, may you change your direction and not dates, change your commitments and not the Calendar, change your attitude and not the actions, and bring about a change in your faith, your force, and your focus and not the fruit. May you live up to the promises you have made and may you create for you and your loved ones the happiest New Year ever . Last year, I would not say that is not a good year but it was full of lessons. I have learned to love myself, celebrate myself, cherish people around me, and be GRATEFUL. Like I have always said, life is not a smooth journey but full of blessings and silver linings. Whatever happens, there are always have blessings in disguise. On the second day of the new year, I lost my best friend. His name is Muhammad Fazreen. ...

This year ramadhan is a little bit different as i didn't have any opportunity to fast and breaking fast with my family in Kedah. Anyway it's okay eventhough is not 😅 ( what is this Solehah). People will usually say "technology kann ada". This ramadhan, alhamdulillah is one of the sweetest ramadhan I've ever had. Tarawih and sahur. Staying all by myself and need to think what to eat everyday remind me of Ibu.  Everyday she will tell me and the siblings " ibu tak tau nak masak apa". Through out this ramadhan, i have experience lots of things. Again there is a "thing" that I try to safe but i failed. Ooops ! not fail but blessing in disguise and alhamdulillah i come back stronger. 2021 Syawal is the same as last year. I celebrated my raya with my aunty and relatives. Alhamdulillah i am not alone here. Luckily i am still bless with a family here. If not means, Solehah will cry a river 😂 and whole of Petaling district will be flooded by my tears ...

Dearest Kak Elly, Kak Syuhada, Kak Lisa, It's hard to believed that all of you are no longer  with me in the office. Means i can't scream anymore Kak Lisa ! Kak Syu ! Kak Elly ! No more kak weh, my heart in pain. Kak wehh, i feel so down. Kak wehhh hangpa nak makan apa. Kak wehhh kami nak kawin 🤣. I do misses all of this screaming. It feel so quite here in the office. Dear kak elly, i missed your laugh and our counseling session, our breakfast time our chit chat time. I just don't know how many times I've been crying to you. The funniest was i felt for Lee 🤣🤭 Dear kak syu, if you are reading this, i missed our roti canai session, our chit chat. Chit chat ke gossip? 🤣🤣 Sitting next to you when we were in the accounts department was fun. We write letters, short notes even though we sit next to each other 🤣 i still remember i called you from kedah and say that HE is getting married Hahahaha. Our favourite song, teman bahagia. We karoeke in the office when we work on ...

Unconsciously, we have been living with Covid-19 for one year. MCO, CMCO has been implemented. One of the SOP that is very hard to adhere is we are not allowed to interstate. Its very hard since i lived far away from family and i believed lots of people out there are also is facing the same thing. I can't complain nor I can't say anything. This pandemic has make me thinking, either i should go back and settle down in Kedah with my parents. Video call? Not same as touching and hugging your parents. Anyway, lets pray that this pandemic will ended soon. As usual, be better live well 💞 Much love,  n.solehahwahab

Gong Xi Fa Chai to all my chinese friends and happy holidays for the others. This year CNY, i manage to celebrate with the Moo's family. We have been celebrating CNY every year together but since my family moved to Kedah we couldn't do that. Anyway video call kan ada 🤭 I have known Moo's family since i was inside my mom's tummy which is mean this year, marked 28 years we have known each other. Before that, since i was small i was given a chinese name, Moo Swee Leng. Sweet as Nurul Solehah right 🤭Having them is one of a blessings from Almighty. They are my neigbour when we were.staying in Ampang. They are very helpful. When my mom went for her driving course, aunty nenek will look after me untill my school bus come and pick me up to sekolah agama. When my father did his bypass, they help with attending with school related. Collect report card, (It is a blessing also ibu could not attend parents day as i am at ...

Hello everyone. Happy New Year 💕 Hope this new year will be better, prosperous and healthier. Well, for 2021, hope no more drama and heartbreak because this new year is all about me. What I want to achieve for this year? It will be my dreams. Toxic people? please go away. For those people who are still standing with me until today, thank you very much. For those people I did not reach out, it does not mean that I do not remember. My prayers will always be with you all. Cheers to new year :) Hope this new year will be a better year for all of us.  I wish that for those who are unhappy will find peace, people who are looking for a new job, will get a better job. People who are having pain will heal. Anyway, let us just enjoy our 2021 with more happiness, peaceful and grateful :) Much Love, Nurul Solehah <3

I love this quotes very much. It has been quite sometimes i did not write. I have got no ideas what to write actually since CMCO. Anyway lives is very funny. One moment you are at the top like a King and in the blink of an eye you just lost everything. I realized that life is too short too grief, depressed and self pity. Last few weeks was not so good for me. There are things that i try to hide and i got caught. A relationship that i try to save but i failed. Things that i try to control but i can't. Well, it may not fall at the right places but it actually heading to the right directions. This quotes hits me. I have started to date myself. I do what i want to do. I eat my favourite ice cream, I drink my favourite apple juice. I talked to my circle everyday. I wear what i want. I watch my favourite movies. I reward myself by having sizzling chicken chop. I make myself happy. Most important thing is YOU are IMPORTANT. When you are happy, you glow naturally. Stay away from negatives ...